четверг, 16 октября 2008 г.

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I wonder why it is that I find it so difficult to write about the actual things that happen to me in day-to-day life. I look over my journal, and most of it is "thoughts on x" or "my feelings at this moment are" or "WHINE" or "RAGE" or "meme" or "HOORAY X HAPPENED" but not a lot of it is ... Actually descriptive of my life at present Even now, Iapos;ve been meaning to update on the stuff thatapos;s been happening to me lately for the last two weeks, and havenapos;t.

I find this kind of interesting, since when I first got an LJ in grade 8, and for the following few years after it, I did nothing but update my LJ with daily detailed reports of what Iapos;d done each day.

Even now, looking back on my exchange to Japan, thereapos;s a total of four entries for the entire four and a half month period that actually in any way, shape or form describe what I was doing at the time. I mean, I guess I could be excused from that, because at that time I was actually very diligently writing in my hand-written diary every day. But now I donapos;t even do that anymore.

Itapos;s not that Iapos;m egotistic enough to think that people are actually interested in the mundane day-to-day things in my life. Itapos;s more that I like having records to look back on. My memory is terrible, so unless I write down the things that happened to me that I was to remember, Iapos;ll forget them. That was the original reason I took up writing a journal all those years ago, after all. And yet, the way this is going, this journal currently doesnapos;t really reflect my life at all.

... I wonder what happened.
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